My ball of blue gives off a purple hue
When mixed with the red that leaked from my forehead
A red that bleeds an answer darker than me
An answer that has me against my deepest beliefs
A color whose shade left me newly made
Giving me sense whenever I talked in past tense
looking at it gave my eyes a new tint
While holding it tight burnt my hands with it’s light
But while my palms were torn it kept my mind fairly warm
As i continued to listen deeply into my ocean
Closer i held my ball the deeper I continued to fall
Into a sea of thoughts that fed my mind a lot
The more and more i continued to pour
This ocean of tears clogs my ears
Nothing is better to me when what I have lets me be
But as bright as it seems only darkness it brings
I knew id have to pretend when asked if i’m okay with this end
falling deeper in thought forgetting all i had taught
But what’s the point of swimming up when the water floods all to much
Filling in and over me forcing to let go and fall freely into the deep
